Free time

I was waiting so much for this winter holiday, for hole week. But now when its here Im just bored, nothing happends and everyone are out of town, cant help the fact I hate just sitting at home the hole week. Holidays are supposed to be fun and full of friends and having fun but no.. Not this time of year, wish it would already be summer. I dnt even beliebe the snow really can smelt that fats so it wouldnt be there for summer holidays, lol. Theres just too much of it!!

But today I went for the first time to Zumba when Janina & Janika asked me to go with them and I fell in love, Im definetly going again in friday and many more times. Its so cool way to exercise. Then I got other things to do for the holiday too, friday
Ill also be working at moms bar but yeah one work day wont help much for my money situation but thats okay, one is better than nothing and this weekend it would also be fun to go out to some nightclubs with friends.

Im also missing my old good way to spend my free time: editing videos, atm there is something seriously wrong in my laptop and nothing works proberly so cant use Sony vegas either and I hate it, I miss editing videos. :( Hopefully something can be done to my laptop as like I can keep this on maybe 15 minutes and it will til if I dnt close it for a while..

Now Im off to bed to watch some more TV with hot chocolate.

Everyone feels differently

Yesterday morning at college, we were sitting and drinking morning coffee before starting work with some teachers and few other students and started to talk about the situation at Haiti as there were of course some news about it in the morning papers. We talked about the heat and what it makes to the bodies lying there, about the American soldiers and all the other helpers there all the stuff we hear from news. Then I cant remember anymore who it was or what he said but it was about a problem that really was kinda small and a teacher said to him, you are worried about that when theres poeple dying at Haiti and things are really bad there. But then we started to wonder and everyone did agree that of course we have to help the poeple in Haiti and be worried about the situation but still we have to live our lifes here, even tho theres poeple dying and suffering all around the world we still cant stop living our own lifes cause of that, we still can without bad self-esteem worry about the little worries we have cause those are big for us, the biggest we have. Who really can say whats big and whats not? Different poeple feels thing differently. Like Im always stressing out about everything and cant halp it. Its just sad to say but we have our lifes and they have theirs, only thing we can do it donate and help them the with the best we can, but our life still continue, their too little by little. This dont mean we dont care about them, we just have to continue living here, the hole world cant stop when something bad happends.. Different poeple have different worries. I still want to remember all the victims at Haiti and Im truly sorry for them and my symphaty is with the poeple who lost their family members and friends.